Dec 2, 2010

Midnight Madness

Was it a delusion? A figment of my imagination that I had some higher purpose? I once believed with all my heart that I was put on this Earth to do something -- what, I'm not so sure.

Now, I've lost my sense of purpose, my direction. I'm a compass spinning with no true North.

I feel like I'm waiting for something to happen -- something big, but I don't know what it is or how long I have to wait and I don't want to waste my time. My life.

So, alien hive mind -- or god -- whatever you call it -- hear me now, tell me now, send me a message...

Show me the way...

I'm lost in a sea of shadows waiting for the daybreak, a ray of informed hope, like VALIS, to instruct me. Hear me. See me. Know me. Read my fortune. My future.

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