I had some major realizations about like my whole freaken life and why I made certain decisions along the way that I thought at the time were positive, but were ultimately totally counterintuitive to my personal happiness.
A song comes to mind (and there's no one to tell me to stay in reality right now and not go on some tangential flight of fancy in pop culture so there ha!):
See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side.
I wait for you.
Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait... without you
With or without you
With or without you.
Through the storm, we reach the shore
You gave it all but I want more
And I'm waiting for you...
With or without you
With or without you.
I can't live with or without you.
And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give, and you give
And you give yourself away.
My hands are tied, my body bruised
She got me with nothing to win
And nothing else to lose.
And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give, and you give
And you give yourself away.
With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you.
With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you
With or without you.
See the thorn twist in your side.
I wait for you.
Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait... without you
With or without you
With or without you.
Through the storm, we reach the shore
You gave it all but I want more
And I'm waiting for you...
With or without you
With or without you.
I can't live with or without you.
And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give, and you give
And you give yourself away.
My hands are tied, my body bruised
She got me with nothing to win
And nothing else to lose.
And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give, and you give
And you give yourself away.
With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you.
With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you
With or without you.
So, what else? Went to physical therapy today and everyone was evacuated due to a massive gas leak. It was totally surreal. Or maybe that was just me inhaling the fumes? So I missed out on the wicked awesome electro-stimulation pad thingys they stick to your muscles post-facto. I LOVE those freaken things. I must get one. Though I do have a tiny fear I might turn it up too high... my skin is like leather (yet soft to the touch!

Well, think I might go mind meld with the boob tube for awhile. Ciao!
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